
A lot of people think I'm irresponsible, that I never finish anything I start, that I'm borderline lazy, half crazy . . . all of that could be considered, at least by appearances, true . . . that's been the toughest part of this walk, to watch them think that. It's been difficult partly because they didn't question my responsibility when I worked 60 hour weeks, swallowed Lorazepam like candy everyday and put away a bottle of wine a night . . .