
I have an extremely high tolerance to pain so when something fells me, it fells all of me. I find great weakness in my being in pain. People think it's because I have Aspergers. I just have no patience. I treat my body as though it were an employee, if it lets me down too many days in a row I want to fire it. Literally. I can see myself staring at my beautiful view and swallowing Socrates' Hemlock.